18岁又24个月的那一天

My 20th birthday in Apollo Bay...

12月19日——祝我生日快乐

18年又24个月了， 我在这世界上竟然迷迷糊糊地蹉跎了7300天，24960个小时，一百多万分钟。回头看看，忽然发现日子过得好空白，好彷徨!!!

前些日子，在阿信的blog看到了一篇阿信在他自己生日当天发表的文章，题目是“活着，其实很好，再吃一颗苹果”。忽然发现活着是真的很棒，不管日子是甘甜，是艰苦，只要能活着就是一种恩赐。感谢主，让我拥有现在的我。

今天，18岁又24个月的生日愿望是——我要有用不完的勇气来追逐我想要的... ...一切... "祝我生日快乐!!!"

Good old days....(When I was seventeen....)

Thanks Anna for uploading this video on facebook... It reminds me a lot... Reminds me the days full of hectic studys... How insane I was... tuitioning nonstop.... And those cute little faces... Yeah... I really miss those days... especially my skinny self....

17 Again.... How sweet it's.....

Beware of FOOD!!!!

Shut this down if you were experiencing hunger at the moment!!!! I'm serious.... U gonna to regret if u don't....

Photos by Fiona.. (See how many kilos I've got)

Food!!!! If you were hungry now... and still looking at this picture... then, believe me you're going to gain at least a pound!!! I know it sounds insane, gaining weight by just looking at food... BUT, it's some how true...

According to a research conducted by Yale University, people actually gain weight by just looking and smelling food without taking a single bite. When you're looking at food while hungry, your brain will give a false signal (which your brain thought that you are consuming food), which then stimulates the production of insulin and your body started to convert glucose into fat!!! See, how unfair it is... gaining weight without even enjoying the food!!!

So, keep away from food!!! OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND!!!!

年尾又来了...

又来了... 我又再重复着一样的动作... 上网, 搜查, 下载，填表格, 烦恼，寄信，等待，落空，失望....... 一年又一年，我一而再地重复着同样的举动，到底还要重复到什么时候啊??!! 为什么别人做一次的事情我需要重复这么多年，而还是落空，失败，失望，烦恼........ 我到底是哪里做得不好啊？？
我真的很不甘心，真的很生气，可是我又能怎样?! 我真的很不明白我到底做错了什么，为什么会这样??!!

我真的觉得自己很失败，我的失败不是在于我得不到而失败，而是失败在我不知道为什么自己会失败。安迪生至少找到了999 种不能用来制造灯泡的方法，而我却没有找到我得不到它的理由。

算了，天将降大任於斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为，所以动心忍性，增益其所不能。

相信上帝让我承受的这些煎熬是为了让我能更坚强地走更长的路... 我相信上帝是爱我的!!

12月3日——我要回家

刚刚被一只超大只的蟑螂吓得花容失色。夏天真的不能留在澳洲，蟑螂不是盖的多。我要回家... ...

New Moon vs Twilight

Well, I watched New Moon before watching Twilight... I know it doesn't sound right... New Moon was kind of dissapointing to me... The story was like flat... no climax... And last night, finally I got a chance to watch Twilight with Kelly(Ah Jiao). Below are the weird conversations we had while watching Twilight:

Fiona: 为什么那些Vampires 都在学校里?
Ah Jiao:因为他们要读书嘛...

Fiona: har... Vampires也要读书的ha??
Ah Jiao: 因为他们的那个age 是读high school 的age 嘛，所以就去读书lo...

Fiona:har... 那他们就读完了再读la... 就到不一样的high school 一直读一直读？
Ah Jiao: A la...

Fiona:..00 那他不是很厉害lo.. (admiring)读这么多间读这么多年liao.. 那不是能一直都考第一名？ Ah Jiao:...你.... 你... 奇怪... 你干嘛管人家这么多?? 看你的戏la... (getting irritated)

Fiona:...ooo....

After a few minutes.....

Ah Jiao: 这个女的也很奇怪eh... 那个男生这么怪还要跟他靠这么近...是我的话早就躲远远的liao lo
Fiona: 就是lo.. 吓都吓死liao...

Ah Jiao: 其实也不错eh... 能够跟别人讲... "heh.. 你看... 我的男朋友是吸血鬼eh!! (proud)"...
Fiona: hahhahahahah.... 对lo... 等一下死鬼可以变成吸血鬼!!! hhahahhaha

Ah Jiao: hahaha... 死鬼等一下生气o... hahahaha...

After another few more minutes....

Ah Jiao: eh 如果我们也打这些字(Quileute Legends)google一下，会不会出来的会跟她(Bella)的一样？？

Fiona: eh 对ho... 等一下我们可以试一下....

I really tried to google the words... and this is what I got...

and this was what Bella got.....

Climate changing....

When we are talking about climate change, we are no longer talking about future... We are now feeling the impacts of climate change.... More earthquakes, more tsunamis, plates subducting... extreme climate....

It was like around 40++ degrees in Sydney on Sunday. And now it's just around 19 degrees outside my window... I was wearing shorts and thongs yesterday, and today I was wearing boots and jumper... Going through both Summer and Winter in just two days...

Climate changing.... everything changes....

Sculptures by Sea

I really like this one... Drinking sea water with a super large straw... I bet it's really a salty drink...

Somebody watching us......

"Do, Re, Mi, Fa, So, and where're La and Ti??"
Oh ya "La" was taking the photo and "Ti" is too high to fix in there.....
.....................................................(snowing)

Beach... Here I am again!!!

Clear sky... Blue Sea... Sandy Beach (of course beach is sandy..lol.., erm... perhaps not)... Burning Sun.... and here we are-- the famous Bondi Beach!!!

拥抱太阳... 拥抱海洋... 拥抱大自然.... (换来的是.... sunburn)

I learnt a lesson that day.... Never wear sunglasses all day long under burning sun.... (You will get white eyes with black face.... xD!!)

阿嬌的故事2 (Modern family)

This is what normally happened in modern family...

阿嬌: What is this??为什么那么难吃??And where is my kangkong???

阿明: Erm...eh.... erm........ Kangkong in rubbish bin... =S

阿嬌 : WHAT!!!!! 你到底会不会煮菜啊??

Script by Fiona

Starring: Kelly(阿嬌), Aaron (死鬼- 阿明)

阿嬌回忆录之邂逅 (1)

狂欢后的午夜，城市又恢复了先前的沉寂，沉溺于霓虹灯中的人们带着散场后的空虚乘搭着最后一班公车。

那一夜刮起了阵阵寒风，黑暗中飘着的绵绵细雨让这夜晚显得格外孤单。正当阿嬌若有所思地望着窗外时，她万万没想到窗外的风雨声正悄悄地为她谱着美丽又幸福乐章。

在午夜的公车里，那另一个孤单的身影，正是阿嬌未来的－－死鬼！！


就在那一夜，阿嬌与她那死鬼的邂逅就此展开了．．．　











To be continued........


Photos and script by Fiona.
Starring- 阿嬌 (Kelly)，死鬼(Aaron)

Never judge an apple by its skin!!!

话说人不可貌相，海水不可斗量，其实苹果也是不可貌相的... ... 不要看它长得那么可爱，粉粉红红的，可是却一点也不甜..... 真的是给它的外表给骗了!! 气死我了!!!

Not my day 之心痛的感觉

My poor spaghetti building..... It broke before it's been really tested!!

It was fixed on an automatic car and the lecturer just hit the car against the legs of the table and broke my poor building....



Not mine actually... My groupmate made it.... I feel so sorry for not being able to stop him from breaking it before my groupmates came...

My 2L water capture device... which makes up 50% of my 6 credits course.... And I failed it!!!

I'm totally screwed!!! Nothing turned up right today... My device didn't work in the competition and then my pasta building was broken into pieces just in a blink of eye. It happened so fast that I wasn't quick enough to press the capture button on my camera.... I was really shocked, didn't prepare it to be broken....

I screwed up all most everything in this semester... I am so worried now!!!!

Now, what I need is peace...

阿嬌的回眸一笑

Photoby: Fiona (2009)

I'm really proud of this photo... It's not photo-shopped... Compliment to the photographer... XD!!

About Pink...

It's PINK RIBBON DAY!!!!

Support Pink for Women!!!!.... Help fighting breast cancer!!!

又遇见一个冬季

Winter is coming back..... It's chilling out there.... which I think is worse than winter.... The weather's really crazy and annoying... especially after you start packing up all your winter stuffs and be so prepared for summer, then you realise that the coldness is coming back.... This is the only time that I feel so bad for not staying in Malaysia... and it's the only time I miss Malaysia weather so much....

M-fest

Volunteering in M-fest today.... Thought should be really fun but it turned out to be a bit disappointing... Not many stores and the food was expensive... 3 angkuh kuih for $5 and 2 ampang balek for $7.... I can have hips of those back in Malaysia with less than those prices.... But here's Sydney.... can't really blame them... Thinking of setting up a store selling Sarawakians' Food next year... Hahahaha.... After I learn all my cooking....

Anyway, had lots of fun hanging around with friends today... and met a lot of cool people too...

Me surveying.....

Mr Harimau and me... with Min Jie and Tze Hui

Story-telling... (阿嬌的故事)

清澈的蓝天，翠绿的树叶，微微的清风中，暖暖的阳光下，九月的夏天午后，阿嬌努力眺望的身影... ...

阿嬌:“Ho, 你这个死鬼，整天都不知道死去那里去，给我捉到你就死定了！！！”

阿嬌：“又是踢球！！一颗球几十个人追，有什么那么好玩！！”

阿明：“就是很好玩lo 你们这些黄脸婆懂个屁！！”

阿嬌：“好哇，很喜欢踢是不是，老娘就在这里跟你耗着，看你能踢到什么时候！！”

阿嬌发现原来也有一个人和她一样，在等着死鬼，可是那人比阿嬌幸福多了... 因为... 她的死鬼来了...

看着他们幸福的背影， 阿嬌不禁感到凄凉.....

3 hours later.......

曲终人散.....

从太阳高挂等到太阳西下.....

阿嬌始终还是没有等到阿明......

Photos and Script by Fiona

Starring- 阿嬌 (Kelly) 阿明 (someone in red)

When everything turns RED!!

Red... Red... Red... Everything was red.... I was in Red when I woke up this morning... Couldn't believe it... everything outside the window was red... Was I dreaming... or Alliens already over-ruled the Earth... For a second, I thought that it was the end of the world..... What if it really was???

I am not kidding....It's not a picture from photoshop. It was real Sydney on 23rd of September, covered by RED haze... Unbelieveable....

一觉醒来，窗外再也不是蔚蓝的天空，而是一片火红．．有那么一刹那我真的很害怕再也看不到蓝天了。今天，整座城市变得苍老了，灰黄的烟雾弥漫着整座城市，忽然间好像变成了一座死城，不再有昔日的活力。忽然觉得，难道这会是地球毁灭前的遗容．．．