Kampua kampua here I come!!!

24 hours to kampua!!!!!

10 年了

不知道十年前的你有没有为他疯狂过....

那是谁的小时候

2007

如果要我写一本书.... ... 我会写2007 那一年 ....

Selina加油

看到Selina被烧成这样真的很心疼.... SHE 一定要加油.... 我喜欢了10 年的SHE 一定不会这样就倒下了....

谢谢!!

刚刚在抽屉里找protractor 的时候，看到了这一带被我遗忘很久的祝福。那些都是当我要离开Form 6 来悉尼的时候，同学们给我的祝福。看看这些祝福时，我像又回到Form 6，在6RS3 的教室里，煮泡面，夹sandwiches，开水果趴，那种无法无天的校园生活。还有一起去古晋，浸在溪里，吃火锅，还有那一条项链。一起在草丛里数着一棵棵不懂叫什么的植物，看着你们把虫子一只只地丢进福马林里，小心翼翼地替它们摆出好看的死相。

这些难忘的回忆我都记得的.... 好想见见你们.... 大家都变了吗??

话说当年....

M16.... 真不轻啊！！

帅吧！！！ 当时我可是站了3小时，动都不敢动，连屁都不敢放一个....

Stupid...

我变笨了。

Case 1：

We were in a Chinese restaurant and a waiter came to take our orders.

Kelly: 要一个蚝油芥兰。

Waiter: 对不起，我们今天没有。

Me: 那就清炒芥兰咯。

Waiter: 我们没有的是芥兰，不是蚝油。

Me: .... .... .... ....

Case 2:

I went to Coles one day, and saw a label said "Muffins-- buy one get one free". And at the very bottom of the label, it said "save $4.00".

Then I was thinking："Hmmm.... save two dollars.... 那原价是多少呢，是不是一块还是两快啊？"

I looked up and down for the original price and found the price label said "Muffins-- original price: $4.00".... ....

Oh gosh.... I was so embarrassed with my stupid thoughts..... I couldn't believe that ME as an engineer can be so bad in these simple mathematics.... ...

Today

Today--- my first time having late evening exam....

Today--- had a burger in the Turkish shop that I have been passing by for two years and yet never tried

Today--- bought the hair band that I saw a month ago and that I really loved, for only five dollars....

Today--- SHE's in Sydney.... feeling so close and yet so far.....

Today.... another lively and peaceful day.....

Thanks God for the blessings in everything that I did and that I did not..... and those would be done and those would not.....

Ah drew's birthday

Ah drew's birthday!!! He and his birthday cake and the bouquet of flowers from me..... I bet it was his first time receiving flowers from girl... and especially a jie-jie... hahaha....

Happy Happy Birthday!!!

Another year with Daffodil

再一次当Daffodil 义工，感觉真的很棒，感觉非常有意义，就算只是出一份力，也真的感觉很有存在感。每一笔收到的善款，都充满着每个人的祝福与关怀.... 充满着许多的希望....

这一天，让我再次体会到人间还是有温情的，明天还是会充满希望的，顿时好像看到了明天的曙光....

This is me!!!

一日一句 3

背包換急救包，草帽換鋼盔，背心換防彈，相機換煙幕彈，口香糖換鎮定劑，手機換手槍……，沒錯，這 就是如果有一天我必須去菲律賓的新裝備。

By:朱德庸

忙忙忙.... 吃吃吃

越忙就越吃.... 这是什么道理啊.....却是我的道理...

好了.... 我要忙了 ......

Buns hunting

Since few months ago, I have been craving for buns, especially chicken buns (gei bao) in Sibu. The chicken buns with egg inside...emmm yum yummm.... and therefore, I started my journey of buns hunting.....

"Bak Bao" from a shop in Hurstville train station. It was the most similar buns to Sibu's that I found so far. The texture of the skin was quite good and the filling was tasty, but too much meat... I would suggest adding some veges in the filling to balance the greasiness of meat.


The packet said "奶黄流砂包", but the custard wasn't flowing.... and solid instead. It was the toughest bun that I ever had.... so so tough that you have to tear the bun with your teeth by pulling really hard. No kidding....

Uncle's pasta collections

Chicken with green olives pasta..... yummmm

Spiral Pasta Lasagna..... I think it tasted better than lasagna sheets.... super yummy......

I love junks

Everyone loves junks... =)) I grew up with all these junks, the taste of memories that I will never forget. Through every bite, they remind me, those days of fighting around for Mamee, supper with pingpong in milo, Mi Goreng for lunch..... Still, I love junks.... =p

1) Mamee Monster!!! Still remember the blue monster.... It was the first dry noodles that I had with seasoning packet. It was kind of a luxury to have mamee in those of my days when children were having only the "kites" packet noodles... Haha...


Hup Seng Ping pong biscuits... It goes perfect with Milo.... Yummmmmm.... but very greasy and fatty... =P

Indo Mi Goreng..... Nothing can be said unless you try it yourself..... =D

我的处女作--阿杰的故事

Blurqueen 再次出击

I lost something again.... and this time was my 小绿... I couldn't believe it... I lost something that sheltered me for the past five years, no matter how hot the sun was burning and no matter how heavy the rain was pouring, ... I really miss you, 小绿, and the days you walked me through sun and rain. You're really tough... I hope that someone picked you and treated you nicely.

Ah Cath 啊!!!!! 我的小绿 雨伞不见了!!!

I want to go Singapore now!! I want to get a new 小绿.

一日一句 2

我們正處在「一個不夠」的時代！一支手機不夠、一份薪水不夠、一位情人不夠、一輛車子不夠、一棟房子不夠……。我們對外面的世界過度需求，對每天的自己過度使用。「一」不再是單純的數字，而是一個欲求不滿的代名詞。你認為：到底我們真正需要的是多少？

By 朱德庸

包子与泡芙

越看就越想吃包子哦... “包子却像巨龙代表东方"... 我要吃鸡包，菜包，叉烧包，豆沙包，奶黄包，流沙包...

Malaysian Day

Ah song's Nasi lemak with chicken curry and eggs. It was so so so yummy that we finished everything till the very last bit of sauce. Nasi lemak was really good, the aroma of coconut milk was definitely tempting. Curry sauce was awesome, it was the real taste of Malaysia, which is hardly found in Sydney. Curry chicken, which is usually called kari ayam in Malaysia, goes perfectly with white bread too. Spread a spoonful of curry sauce on a nice soft piece of white bread, add a few pieces of chicken on it, wrap it and then goes into your mouth. Believe me, that's the taste that you could never resist.


The brown sauce on the eggs was meant to be sambal. Why brown? Because we mistaken shallots as spring onions. So, the paste became green, and therefore, we added in more and more belacan and it turned into spicy belacan paste rather than sambal. It tasted alright, and should be really good if used for cooking. But just it was too too spicy as I was too lazy to pick out the chilli seeds.

The bottom left was Five Spice Chicken rolls (so called Ngo Hiam 五香肉). It was made of chicken mince mixed with garlic, onions, shallots, and other seasoning sauces, and then, wrapped with tofu skin. It was then steamed and pan-fried. It was the first time we made this Ngo Hiam , and surprisingly it turned out to be quite successful. It had crispy skin with firm fillings. YUM...

The top left was the dessert of the night-- mini pancakes... made from pancake mix of the famous Pancake On The Rocks. Pancakes with kaya can be a good combination too. But I still prefer it with Nutella.

Italian Night

We went to an Italian restaurant in Leichhardt, called Portofino on Norton Street. It was good, but just too noisy, it's a pity, we needed to shout end to end even though it was just a pretty small table. The portion of the dishes was surprisingly small. We thought the pizza were be an extra large and pasta were be in a huge big bowl. But it ended up like Domino's medium size pizza, and a medium take away box of pasta. But, after all, we enjoyed it a lot... =)

Ah song's LINGUINI AL POLLO (House smoked chicken breast, shitake mushrooms, mascarpone, chives and cream) Yummy!! That was the best dish of the night. Strongly recommended.

Tze hui's Al Polloollo e Zucca pizza (smoked chicken, roasted pumpkin, mushroom) It was quite unique, the first time I had pumpkin as pizza topping. It matched perfect and balanced the cheesiness. Worth to have a try.

My LASAGNA DI CASA (A traditional recipe with layers of pasta, veal ragu, tomato and besciamella sauce) It was quite good, just not much of a surprise. It's good for sharing though, would be too rich to have the whole plate alone.

Aaron's PORTOFINO pizza (Double smoked leg ham, cabanossi, roast capsicum, mushroom, onions, pineapple, anchovies and olives). I loved the anchovies and cabanossi. The toppings were just nice, generous but not too much. Worth trying too.

The Road Not Taken

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost

roti bakar

最近这几天不知道为什么这么想以前常吃的食物。所以都在google一些有的没有的照片和食谱，真的是不吃都肥。所以突然间就想写点关于食物的东西来解解干渴。那就先说说roti bakar吧。

roti bakar 呢就是两片面包用炭火烤，一定要用炭烤，用toaster烤的面包永远都不会有炭烤面包的香气。当炭火把面包烤得焦黄的时候，涂上一层厚厚的kaya和一层厚厚的牛油，然后把两面包夹在一起，对切一半，就是举世无双的roti bakar 了。

roti bakar是一种很平民的食物，是每一个kopitiam都会有的。不管是大城市还是偏僻乡下，都一定少不了它。roti bakar+kopi o+半生蛋，陪伴着多多少少人度过多少美好的早晨。

第一次爱上roti bakar是去了PLKN之后。那时候生病了，妈妈到camp里接我去看医生，等门诊等了快两个小时，折腾了一个下午。妈妈看我一整天都没吃东西，就到隔 壁的kopitiam打包东西给我吃。那时候已经是下午三四点了，所有摊铺都打烊了，就只剩下roti bakar。当我第一口吃下妈妈给我买的roti bakar时，觉得roti bakar怎么会这么好吃。那一刻，真的觉得能吃到roti bakar真的是太幸福了。

以前，我非常看不起roti bakar，觉得它是卑贱的食物，是那一种到处可得的，根本就没有什么值得吃的。可是，当我在PLKN camp 里，经历了能够吃到不知隔了几夜的面包就会超开心的日子之后，再吃到外酥内软的roti bakar时，简直是“受宠若惊”．．．那一个下午我真的是笑得合不拢嘴。我真的不是夸张，那时候吃到roti bakar时的感动和喜悦，用文字是难以形容的，也许可以说像是一个努力了十几年的演员，这一刻终于获得了最佳男主角奖的那一种说不出的感动。

我现在好饿哦．．．　好想吃哦．．．　在这里买一个roti bakar竟然贵过麦当劳的汉堡。

真的是所谓的以少为贵。

一日一句 1

创意不是智慧的结晶，而是意志力的结晶。
by 饭团之家

Fiona's cooking diary (Milo choc-chips muffins)

I bought a packet of choc-chips last winter break and left it in my kitchen until today. Suddenly decided to finish off the packet of choc-chips this afternoon. What a pity if it's just gonna to stay in my kitchen's basket till expire. So, choc-chips muffins!!!

So, looking for ingredients in kitchen... Chop-chips, tick; flour, tick; sugar and egg, tick; butter, tick; bicarbonate soda...er.., tick; milk, er.... er.... oh ho..., we don't drink milk...

Good, no milk for muffins and I was definitely too lazy to get changed just for a carton of milk...

Ok, what's now?? Facebook... Thanks for the opinions on Facebook and let me decided to substitute milk with milo.... Haha... It should turn out fine I hope... =P

Then, the process of making muffins was a disaster. First, I forgot the bicarbonate soda and I was stupid enough to mix the powder in egg instead of the mixture. Later, I forgot about butter. And I had to melt the butter with microwaves and only remembered to mix it into the mixture just before I pour the mixture into the muffin tin. And when I but it into oven, then I realised that vanilla essence was not in there.

Piuh... it turned out to be quite alright, just slightly undercooked in the middle...

Well, got to give it another try.... =)

Oh yeah!!

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah yeah yeah!!!! I passed every subjects!!!!!
Thanks god!!!!

突然的想起

如果有一个人问我，你有没有恨过人？我的答案会是有。恨一个人和讨厌一个人是不一样的。只有真的恨过的人才会知道恨是什么。恨一个人是当你想起他的时候会想要掐死他，每时每刻想要报复他，看到他的时候会发抖，可是却默默祈求他不要死，因为想要看到他生不如死的样子。

恨是辛苦，是无力的，如果痛恨一段过去会让生命更痛苦，那又何必呢，所以才选择原谅。

我曾经用好几年的时间去痛恨一个人，曾经想过报复，曾经计划了一连串的报复计划，可是庆幸在执行计划前，我先选择了放下，放开，原谅。原谅说的容易，怎样才是原谅。恨一个人不需要别人的参与，但是原谅却需要外在的力量。当你有勇气说出你心中的恨，那就是原谅的开始。第一次说出来时，我心中是害怕的，身体在微微颤抖，是需要勇气的，是必须经历的。当你可以很坦然地在下午茶时，说出痛恨的那一段过去，当你可以和朋友一起咒骂你痛恨的那个人，当你可以很天马行空的和朋友一起讨论报复计划时，其实你已经开始原谅他，原谅那段过去了。

如果当你看到听到类是你的过去的故事，而想起过去的那一瞬间能很平静，那你已经原谅你的过去。
如果你看到听到他的消息的那一瞬间，心中没有半点澎湃，那你已经完全原谅这个人了。

刚刚我在看一部韩剧，《检察官公主》，看到了一个很类是的案件，就突然想起了那段过去。很惊讶的是我竟然没有一点感觉，不痛也不痒，只是一个好笑的过去。

所以我成功啦，成功原谅但没有遗忘。选择忘记不代表就能原谅，那只是放弃而不是放下。

圆圆圆

从小，我就很爱吃汤圆，特别是黑芝麻汤圆。圆圆滚滚的汤圆里面流出热腾腾的黑芝麻馅，真的是没有开玩笑的好吃。 最近嘴巴又馋了，就决定自己动手戳汤圆。看着食谱，哇好像很简单叻。结果，把自己埋在厨房了一整天，就只戳出以上盘子了的那么几颗汤圆。要把黑芝麻馅包在汤圆里，又不能露馅，是真的要靠功夫的。

把汤圆煮了煮，味道和口感跟外面买的没什么两样，所以领悟了一个道理：
要吃，外面买就有，不需要那么费神。

Wish me luck

I don't feel good for tomorrow's exam. This is the worst prepared exam I ever had... Everything seems unfamiliar to me still. I don't want to look at the books now, it's making me more and more anxious and more uncomfortable with the exam. I am going to bed now. Good night and wish me good luck...

Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always. Remember the wonders he has done, his miracles, and the judgments he pronounced. (1 Chronicles 16:11-12)

Grace sms this phase to me the night before my Sejarah SPM trial exam. It was near midnight, and I still had all the Form 4 Islamic history to cover,and of cause, I was panicking. This sms gave me a lot of relief and wonders really happened to me.

I can do everything through him who gives me strength. (Philippians 4:13)

I am a Pig

I am growing as a Pig!!! I ate and ate and eat and eat... never stop.... from the second I opened my eyes till the moment I closed my eyes again..... Repeating days and days...

Starting from
last Saturday: Milo+2 Sao, 2 Raisin Toast, 1 sandwich, 1/2 shapes, a huge Pork Chop with rice.
last Sunday: 2 Raisin Toast, 1 hungry jack stunner meal, usual dinner
Monday: Milo+2 Sao, 2 Raisin Toast, 1 Sandwich, 1 raisin toast, 1 KFC snack box, usual dinner
Tuesday: Milo+2 Sao, 1 菠萝 bun,5 Arnold's Short Bread, 1 plate of cream pasta, 4 Arnold's Short bread, usual dinner
Wednesday: Milo+5 Arnold's short bread, 1 instant noodles, 4 Scotch fingers, usual dinner
Thursday: Milo+2 Sao, 2 Scotch fingers, noodles with vege, 4 scotch fingers, 1 sao, usual dinner
Friday: Milo+2 Sao+1 weetbix, 1 sandwich, 1/2 large hot chips, 3 sao, usual dinner
Today( Saturday): 2 weetbix+soya milk, 1 sandwich, 1 packet of 200g corn chips, dinner of 3/2 portion of rice.

I had eaten more than double my usual portion.... and of cause doubled my double chin... =(

From now, 12 of June, 08.15pm to be exact, I decided not to eat any other food besides my usual portion and cut down my portion if possible =P.....
Tze hui promised to treat me to sushi if I am not having junks for the coming weeks and if I become slimmer.... hahahaha

Cutting down food for food's sake.... Life is never without food....

Uni in drama

I seriously want to share this with my dearest readers. I was wondering around in youtube and accidentally found this video clip. It was a sg drama around 14 years ago. I remembered watching it when I was seven. From my memory, I remembered it's name, called "再见荧光兰"， I remembered the main actress was Fann Wong (范文芳), I remembered it was a theme on orchids, a really nice drama, and the main actor was 李南星. So, I was so convince that Fann Wong and 李南星 were actually acting as couple before. Until now, I found out that it was not 李南星, but 王沺裁.

And to my surprise, the drama was actually shot in Sydney！！！ Along somewhere I think George street, definitely at Manly, Opera House, Habour Bridge, Royal Botanical Garden besides Opera House, the grass that I sat with Cath early this year, and also the famous Quarrangle in Usyd. And I didn't have any memory on that. What a surprise....

Have a quick watch on the video clip and you will find it very very familiar =P

我认识的第一个歌手

这些年来，我一直都听到台湾的一些儿童歌手像是大小姐，或是一些所谓的 姐姐，哥哥，像是 蝴蝶姐姐，水蜜桃姐姐，焦糖哥哥的。那些哥哥姐姐唱着一些没什么内涵的儿歌，像是捏泥巴，海绵宝宝， 还跳着那幼稚都爆的舞蹈。我就在想难道我小的时候也是听这么没有水准的儿歌长大的吗？后来我就去 search 一下我小时候崇拜的儿歌，果然好听多了。 可能是我大了，时代不同了吧，就连儿歌都不一样了，我找到了我小时候非常喜欢的王雪晶的卖汤圆， 还有时下最夯的捏泥巴。你们比较喜欢哪一个呢？？

我的童年

相信很多孩子和我一样 都是看Aiyoyo 老师长大的。我很惊讶，我竟然还会记得“老师早”这首歌的歌词，它的画面依然还那么清晰地在我脑海里。我还记得有一集里，有个巫婆在蛋糕里施了法，然后一个胖胖的贪吃鬼在想要偷吃蛋糕时，不小心把蛋糕的icing沾到了鼻头，结果整个鼻头变黑了。之后Aiyoyo 老师就带领着所有的小朋友一起破解英文单字谜来解救小胖。

我一直找不到老师早的片段，但找到了早安老师的主题曲。一起回味一下吧！！！

老师早，同学们好，我们开始上课了。

Last... and finally

Last day of suffer, yes!!!... Well is just temporary... Suffering life starts again on the coming weeks.

One quiz one report tomorrow... haven't really read through the quiz and just finished a quarter of the report... and now I am not worrying.... That's what we called 麻木了.

Gambatehne!!!!!

造孽

这几个星期，woolworth 里所有我爱吃的饼干都在疯狂的减价，而我忍不住就疯狂的抢购，一口气就买了一抽屉的饼干。 本来是想说，反正便宜就一口气买多些放着，要是等到恢复原价了才买那就亏大了。我太高估我自己了，以为自己的忍耐力是有多好，能让它们放着不吃吗....

这几天，我不知嗑下多少饼干啊..... 就这么的边看书边把饼干往嘴里塞.....坐着时，只要稍微弯下背，就会感觉到肚子好像就顶到大腿了，只要稍微低下头，就会觉得下巴的肉顶到脖子了....

我真是造孽啊... 买饼干来给自己长肉的...

Reports never end...

Just submitted a report today. Took me whole night to finish it. Slept at 2.40 am last night and woke up at 6.30 to continue.. and finally finished at 8 am. Well, still not too bad... At least I could get a four hours sleep. Well, starting another report tonight and two more quizzes coming up this week... I am so dead.......

Report never endsssssssssssssssssss

tired...

tired...very tired... no sleep... cos report hasn't finished yet.... suffering.... more to go.... goodness.... 2 and a half year more...........................................................................................................................................................

Together

刚刚看了几集的 ‘当我们同在一起’， 看到里面的人在 Kopitiam 喝着 kopi O... 吃着 roti kahwin.... 还有 wanton 面... 我的口水真的快流到地上了........ 真的是越看越饿 .....

12th of May

今天我回家晚了。拖着疲惫的身躯，好不容易才把自己从学校拖回家里。从火车站下来后，看到有一辆车子停在旁边，是在等着走在我后面的女孩。突然就好怀念以前在补习班的时候，每天晚上，爸爸妈妈在补习班楼下等着我们放学的画面。每天疲惫地从补习班走下来，就会看到爸妈停在一旁的车子，就能很雀跃地爬进车子里，然后舒舒服服地躺在座位上，好好的歇一下。通常上完补习班后，会非常的饿，而爸爸妈妈总会特别贴心地为我打包好消夜，有时候是炒面，有时候是炒米粉、干盘面、扁肉， 或是炒贵刁，所以，每次一坐进车子里就能闻到一股香喷喷的味道。有时候爸爸妈妈会心血来潮带我们到附近的Kopitiam吃宵夜。那些日子是有多幸福啊！！

如今，就算在学校上了一整天的课，累得半死了，晚饭都还没吃，自己还是得从学校把疲惫不堪的自己花大约一小时的时间才拖到家。幸好的是，我回到家并不需要自己煮饭，只要把饭菜热一热就好了。有时候还真不想长大！！

PS: 今天 uni 里有投票活动，每人投一张票，就会有$5 的voucher 领。这么好康的事情怎么会少了我呢。hahaha.....
今天看到了一位参选人提出了非常搞笑的propaganda：

1. 国际学生和本地学生的高端联谊
（是要多高啊？配上一瓶顶级红酒，还是一克绝世牛排？？这提议不错吧...）

2. 与世界名校联谊
（hmm.... Cambridge??... Oxford???.... Harvard???.... ... 面子还真大呀... ... 真是让人拭目以待）

谢谢你的勇气

一直以来我都非常不善于表达自己的情感， 尤其是对家人，更是会觉得非常不好意思。可能 是因为本身的个性就很内向，在加上东方人的保守观念，所以从来都没有勇气对家人，对父母说声谢谢，说声我爱你，或给他们一个拥抱。有时候想要对他们表达一 点心意都会觉得很变扭，很尴尬。还好现在有博客这个东西，隔着电脑想说什么都会容易些。

谢谢所有的母亲，你们真的好勇敢哦，要生下一个孩子是 真的需要很大的勇气。妈妈们为了生下我们不惜怀胎 十月的辛苦，不惜身材走样，不惜养育我们的辛劳，你们真的太伟大了。爸妈，谢谢你们为我操心了二十一年，谢谢你们对我无私的爱，这些年来为了我你们真的辛 苦了。

愿主能赐给他们 更 多力量，更多祝福，每天都能活得健康快乐。

The 10%

I found a 10% discount brochure for Pepper Lunch this afternoon, and I told my friend, " Hey, if we get a salmon rice, which is $10 and we'll get one dollar discount with the brochure. And if we get a $9 curry rice, we only got $0.90 of discount. So, it's more worthwhile to get a salmon rice, since we only have to pay $9 but for curry rice, we still have to pay $9.10....... Hmm.... I'll get a salmon rice then...."
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Guilt

It's getting cold.... winter is coming.... and my stomach is getting hungry more and more easily...
And I need more and more food...... which means I'm accumulating more and more lipids....

I feel guilty when I eat..... and I feel bad if I don't eat...
Well, eat to live or live to eat???

心痒，眼坏

I get trapped by the advertisement on my own blog... I spent hours on the fashion website... browsing through all the clothing... How nice they are.... I want shopping..... I want all of them!!!!
Ada orang nak sponsor saya??

脸皮的厚度

我说啊，这人呐，脸皮能有多厚呢？如果脸皮太薄也未必会是件好事。脸皮薄会因为怕丢脸，怕尴尬，而失去很多机会。相对的，脸皮太厚的话呢，就会失去身边的一些朋友吧。

从小我就很怕丢脸，很怕尴尬，对不太熟的人都非常客气，甚至可以说是非常假。如果我不开心，我也会尽量挤出笑容；如果我讨厌一个人，我表面上也还是会非常客气；如果我很想要一个东西，我也会装着一副满不在乎的样子。就好像我从不会乞求人家对我的祝福，却很渴望人家会记得我的生日。如果我的个性很直，直接向别人要求生日祝福，那就会被认为不要脸。

好像在亚洲人的文化里，假客气是一种礼仪，而不太懂得装饰自己的情绪就会被认为不礼貌，脸皮厚。

Mamak food in Sydney

It was my first time ordering roti canai,, nasi lemak, and ais kacang in Sydney. They were really good.. very typical, traditional, plain roti canai and nasi lemak. No flowery stuff on them... just very original taste... The taste of home...

And, the price is definitely way much more expensive than in Malaysia... I can't imagine I actually spent AU$5.00 for a single little piece of roti canai without any meat or even vege in the curry... I could have a dozen of them in Malaysia...

Well, it tastes really nice.... I really miss roti canai.... ...

两年前.. ... 两年后

两年的时间，说长不长，说短不短。两年里我改变了吗？平时自己可能不容易察觉得到，但若偶尔翻一翻两年前的东西，或许会发现自己在两年里还真的改变了不少啊。

昨天，忽然拿起了两年前制作的 《朝旭4》，翻了翻，就觉得两年前的自己为什么会有这些想法，会做出这种内容啊。两年前，我对这本书是非常有信心的，但现在就不再认同当时所设定的主题了，觉得内容很不够成熟，也很虚。如果现在再给我机会重新制作，我想我应该会做出一本完全不一样的吧。

Fiona's stationary

Last few weeks, I asked my dad to buy me a dozen of rulers (30cm) and asked a friend to bring over for me... I thought that I got no more ruler supplies left... But today... when I was looking for a new eraser, I found out that I actually still have more than half a dozen of rulerssssss....

plus a huge bunch of penssss (which I guess is more than 4 or 5 dozenssss), and a large box of erasers (which is around 30)...

I am ready to open a stationary shop now... Call me if you need stationary.... cheap and good quality.... hahahahaha....

Malaysian Humor

Why is bread more talkative than coffee?







(Highlight to see the answer)
Answer: because "Break-Talk" and "Kopi-tiam"

Survey...

When I was seventeen, I told myself, I have to get an exciting job, I don't want a 9 to 5 office job... I want something challenging... something adventurous... and something different.... Well, I didn't turn myself down... I am now doing something really chanllenging... Going into a mountain... climbing up and down... and have to be super aware of snakes... under hot burning sun, measuring, levelling, and surveying.... Well, I got to be tougher...


Well, the camp really reminds me about the days in PLKN... The days when I slept with 27 other girls from different places and different races... and the days when I bathed outdoor with just a sarong...