18岁又24个月的那一天

My 20th birthday in Apollo Bay...

12月19日——祝我生日快乐

18年又24个月了， 我在这世界上竟然迷迷糊糊地蹉跎了7300天，24960个小时，一百多万分钟。回头看看，忽然发现日子过得好空白，好彷徨!!!

前些日子，在阿信的blog看到了一篇阿信在他自己生日当天发表的文章，题目是“活着，其实很好，再吃一颗苹果”。忽然发现活着是真的很棒，不管日子是甘甜，是艰苦，只要能活着就是一种恩赐。感谢主，让我拥有现在的我。

今天，18岁又24个月的生日愿望是——我要有用不完的勇气来追逐我想要的... ...一切... "祝我生日快乐!!!"

Good old days....(When I was seventeen....)

Thanks Anna for uploading this video on facebook... It reminds me a lot... Reminds me the days full of hectic studys... How insane I was... tuitioning nonstop.... And those cute little faces... Yeah... I really miss those days... especially my skinny self....

17 Again.... How sweet it's.....

Beware of FOOD!!!!

Shut this down if you were experiencing hunger at the moment!!!! I'm serious.... U gonna to regret if u don't....

Photos by Fiona.. (See how many kilos I've got)

Food!!!! If you were hungry now... and still looking at this picture... then, believe me you're going to gain at least a pound!!! I know it sounds insane, gaining weight by just looking at food... BUT, it's some how true...

According to a research conducted by Yale University, people actually gain weight by just looking and smelling food without taking a single bite. When you're looking at food while hungry, your brain will give a false signal (which your brain thought that you are consuming food), which then stimulates the production of insulin and your body started to convert glucose into fat!!! See, how unfair it is... gaining weight without even enjoying the food!!!

So, keep away from food!!! OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND!!!!

年尾又来了...

又来了... 我又再重复着一样的动作... 上网, 搜查, 下载，填表格, 烦恼，寄信，等待，落空，失望....... 一年又一年，我一而再地重复着同样的举动，到底还要重复到什么时候啊??!! 为什么别人做一次的事情我需要重复这么多年，而还是落空，失败，失望，烦恼........ 我到底是哪里做得不好啊？？
我真的很不甘心，真的很生气，可是我又能怎样?! 我真的很不明白我到底做错了什么，为什么会这样??!!

我真的觉得自己很失败，我的失败不是在于我得不到而失败，而是失败在我不知道为什么自己会失败。安迪生至少找到了999 种不能用来制造灯泡的方法，而我却没有找到我得不到它的理由。

算了，天将降大任於斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为，所以动心忍性，增益其所不能。

相信上帝让我承受的这些煎熬是为了让我能更坚强地走更长的路... 我相信上帝是爱我的!!

12月3日——我要回家

刚刚被一只超大只的蟑螂吓得花容失色。夏天真的不能留在澳洲，蟑螂不是盖的多。我要回家... ...